HOW EXPENSIVE OUR EXPERIENCE IS

Today is a busy day for me ,after a few days ago I had prepared everything for some Seminars will be conducted by our school.Of course, it is an experience that I never done before as the member of this event organizer.There are some friends always beside me that wherever and whenever always guide me and give an important lesson for me to prepare all of these.
Starting from how to decide the comittee or the members of this program up to time and the participants of course make my mind work hard and my body becomes very tired.It will become make us more tired when we hear the negative thinking from other people who do not know our capacity and our work.
The situation that we felt worried was the time when we waited the participants .Would they attend the seminar or not ?When all of the participants attended in this program we felt so happy but when we knew more of the participants,it made us disappointed and rise the big question why they didn't join in our program.
Yes, ............preparing everything before something will be done actually very very important, I think. Do you agree ?

How I miss you all

Entering middle age makes me must think everything more than once.When my headmaster asks me to go in joining SAS Program of SEAMOLEC, I directly think that I must leave my beloved little daughter.A few days before my leaving of course I try hard give her the opinion and make her understand what the goal of this program but still she can not receive my reason with some arguments.Actually, not only she but also I, can not take a part with her for long time because I never do that before.

Time went so fast and that time I must say good bye to her with saying no. By receiving everything, I still kept on going on, must joint that program.And everything goes well because my leaving also become the learning for my daughter too.Yes, she becomes grow and grow everyday. Good Luck my daughter and I love you all.

ANGRY WASTE YOUR POWER

Sometimes we have prepared everything in our Life, not only for today but also for everything in our future. When we have prepared everything neatly then suddenly what we have planned is destroyed by something we never think before, we will feel so disappointed and angry with someone and something that destroy all of our create.

Something like this is happened to me too. I am so angry with myself. I blame myself although it is not my fault. I have planned everything when there was a letter and instruction to me join in one program according my job. Because of my activities are so full, of course I must cancel all my program on the day when the occasion will be held and plan everything to avoid misunderstanding and questions from other people.

I have thought that there will no problem on that program because I have ready to join that both personally and administrate, so in my leisure time I confirm to committee but I am frightened when suddenly they said there will be changing in the Schedule and I must in the second turn. Oh my God, without information before and calling, easily they said the changing innocent. I am so angry and of course with all of my logic reason I say my objection. But today become my big angry. Fortunately I still remember that God gives us something to make slowlly and calm down by saying Astagfirullah .Yup ! and arrive at home I directly lay under the bamboos the place where my family usually relax one each other